I paint the sky on a blank canvas.
Trying to find a way to express my emotions.
But the canvas just becomes a gray scale.

I write down the words I think.
Trying to find a way to get it all out.
But the words just fall out of my mouth.

I photograph the world around me.
Trying to find a way to express myself.
But the shutter is slow, and doesn't capture it fast enough.

This is the expressions of my emotions.
They never seem to come out right.
Despite me trying my hardest.
The emotions stay locked within me.

“I’m sorry” are two words I find my frightened self saying.
More than once actually.
I have a tendency to repeat myself when I’m jumpy.
Or when I’m busy bawling my eyes out.

“I’m sorry” are two words that often I say for no reason.
Even when an apology isn't needed.
I have a tendency to repeat myself when I’m jumpy.
Or when I’m having an anxiety attack.

“I’m sorry” I find the girls like me often say.
When they can’t seem to find the right words.
Or do some trivial mistake.

“I’m sorry” is something we all seem to say.
More than once actually.
We have a tendency to repeat ourselves when we are jumpy.
Or are having an anxiety attack, from some trivial mistake.